Please contact a pastor from a local church (or a gathering of believers) in your area – a church that teaches the Bible and how to get saved by grace through Jesus Christ. If the church does not teach that salvation is a free gift to all who repent, continue to search, until you find one that does.
Once you connect to a church, attend regularly and become involved with church activities, such as Bible study and serving others, that will help you grow as a member of the Body of Christ.
If you are unable to find a suitable church, continue to read the Bible and ask God to give you a better understanding of who He is and how He can help you grow through Jesus Christ. Believe, in due course, God will provide a way. He always does.